I'm Way Too Selfish To Be In A Relationship Anyway

This day last week was Valentines day and for me it was just any another Tuesday. I woke up, got dressed, went to work, came home, watched the soaps and went to bed, absolutely nothing exciting or any bit interesting (like my entire life atm) but for the first time in my life it hit me how single I currently am and for a second I almost didn't like it.
 I usually don't mind Valentines, I personally think it's cute marking a day to show someone you love them but my God this year it did my head in!! I was disgusted with the teddies, the flowers, the stupid love heart bun cases everything annoyed me so much and you know what annoyed me more than anything? The fact I was leaving a stupid day annoy me so much, like seriously get it together!!

Personally in my twenty one years I've never been so single, there's no special male in my life, there's no one I'm talking too, no one I'm interested in and absolutely no one I want to dedicate my rare spare time too and hence the inspiration behind this blog post, how I genuinely am wayyy to selfish to have a boyfriend!!
  (Unless it's Caleb Followill, then I'll be selfless in the morning..now do you see how single I am, just to have a cute pic I have to crop my head onto a supermodel...yep) Cute couple though, if only I didn't forget to tan my face ey!!

 I started thinking about relationships a couple of days before Valentines day and how I was on this path, the 20-30 end of my life path that freaks me out so much and it all stems back to my psychological fear of loosing my youth. If it was up to me I'd never grow up but since I turned 21 I became very aware that I was on the track for marriage and kids even though in reality that couldn't be further from what I want but of course this stupid f'ing time of the year started making me doubt all of this and I started to think 'what if I did have a boyfriend though, wouldn't it be nice' HA... NO NO LYNDA IT WOULDN'T BE NICE SHUT UP!!

This 'I want a lad craic' lasted a whole of three days when small little things started to remind me why a relationship is the last thing I want.
The first thing that struck me was when I was lying in bed one night and I couldn't get over how comfy I was, Jesus I can't even describe how much of the height of comfort I was in and then it hit me... imagine some dirty mans cold feet getting in beside me now...no, no thanks!! Like and lets be realistic it's a mans feet so they'd be rank....
 The second reason hit me the same night when one leg rubbed off the other and I realised my legs hadn't been shaven in probably two weeks... Yep! Two weeks ....actually no it was one week on Friday so a week and a half but you get the picture!! I couldn't walk around like a grizzly bear if I had a man, nope!!

The third reason was when I had Sunday off and decided to go on a Penney's spending spree and fleeced myself until this Friday and who cares? I didn't have to buy a stupid present, I don't have to spend money on expensive waxing, I don't have to look nice literally money goes on me and that's the way I like it!!
 On the same note, I don't have to report to anyone none of that shit explaining yourself about how you decided to go and waste three hours of your life walking around New Look like mind your own, none of that thank you!!

My fourth, or fifth (I lost count) reason hit me six minutes ago when I went for the fridge to get myself a glass of Malibu and orange juice and didn't have anyone telling me that I've drank so much Malibu in the past week that I could possibly turn into a coconut ...like who needs that in their life?!! Not me!!

What basically hit me is that I'm in one of the best positions of my life, I'm young, free, I have no big responsibilities, I can do what I want and go where I want with nothing or no one holding me back and I'm very aware that this won't last forever. There will come a time when I suppose I'll have to settle down and share my bed and stop excessive drinking but as for now...

Feck off Love

The Law Of Attraction - Full Moon and Lunar Eclipse in Leo

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Anyone that knows me knows I'm a very spiritual person and something I have huge faith in is the universe and the law of attraction. I believe that if you want something bad enough and you put it out there (working hard of course) you'll achiever it, but only if it's right for you and it's the faith in the universe that keeps me going. Another thing I believe in is the movement of the moon and how it affects your life and attitude and tonight is extremely special because not only is it a full moon but it's a Lunar eclipse in Leo and with me being a Leo it's something I'm really excited about.

I adore being a Leo, to me it's something I'm so proud of and feel it's so suited to me and my lifestyle so out of every full moon and every Lunar eclipse this is the most special one to me and it's the perfect time to make your own wishes and put them out for the universe.  

First and foremost, what is a Lunar Eclipse? Well the lunar eclipse marks a time for change, the end of an old way of life and the beginning of a new one. They're powerful enough to change the direction and flow of your life and although it may not be the change you've hoped for you'll end up where you're supposed to be. 

''This place may not be where you want to be, or may not be where you thought you would end up, but it is definitely where you need to be.''

Now and then everyone needs to make a wish and with the positive energy in the air why not take the time to put your faith in the moon and give yourself and your wish the best chance at succeeding this new moon.

There's a few simple steps that I do that I just feel give you that little bit more of a connection to the moon and for me the connection I have with the moon is amazing and I have so much faith in her.

The first thing to do is write down your wishes and intentions on a piece of paper but the goal here is to keep them as simple as possible. The more simple you keep them the more chance you'll have them coming true.
''By putting them on paper, you are basically making your own written contract with the universe on what you want''

The second step is to act as if your wishes have already come true, this is where the law of attraction comes into play. Have faith, be positive and believe it's happened or is happening. Seeing as though you've already put it out there it's your time to make the universe know that you believe and of course show your gratitude. Thanks and gratitude is the special key to making wishes come true.

The third and final step is to begin your ritual, where you make your wishes is completely up to you. You don't have to set up an altar or anything like that but if you have any crystals it's a good time to leave them out to re-charge. You can also represent the four elements at this time like a candle for fire, intense for air, soil as earth and water.
 To begin you need a simple phrase...something very simple will do like this one I found online on @astrologyanswers.com '“I see the moon and the Moon sees me; the moon will send these wishes to me.”' then read your wishes out loud and blow out your candle. It's so important to thank the moon and then you wait!!

I hope your wishes come true <3